Hello, my loves. It's been a bit, hasn't it? It's time for an update.

As of two weeks ago my life took a major turn. My boyfriend of almost four years and I went through a mutual breakup, knowing that the path we were on together was one that we couldn't go down anymore. It broke our hearts knowing that we both still love each other, but sometimes the right thing to do isn't the easy thing. However, I know that when the pain is gone and the sun shines again, Joshua will always be close to me, just he promised I will always be very close and special to him. We met as two broken hearts fighting the world in what felt like unending darkness, and in the matter of days after meeting, we were closer to each other than either of us had ever been to anyone else. We were best friends who fell in love, and when we fall back out, best friends is what we'll always be. For that reason, I am the luckiest girl in the world.

Since that change has occurred, I have relocated to Newark, DE, and moved in with my dad. This is a very good thing for me. I hated the south, first of all, and while Wyoming will always be my home, going back to a small town is not something that would help me at all. I grew up in the middle of nowhere, in an area in which people have very tiny minds that are shrouded in black and white. I also just left one. Now I'm in an area with much more opportunity, many more people, and a much bigger variety of culture. There's also a major University less than ten minutes from my house, right next to a major social scene.

Yet, the best thing of all is that I'm now so close to all of my family aside from my mom. I feel like I'm going to be able to make up so much missed time with my dad, stepmom, and my grandparents, along with all of my cousins. Yet, at the same time, I feel like I've left another part of my family. Josh means the world to me, and his family is of huge importance to me as well. After living with them for over a year they are still a big part of my life and I feel that they always will be. For that, I'm very thankful.

In conclusion, major accomplishment that I'm very happy with is that a couple of months ago I created and published my own website. If anyone would like to check it out, here it is. [link]

Later.

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